Monday, August 29, 2011

E.M.E.E.R A.S.Y.R.A.F

Ever heard of the word love?
Maybe you don't believe it but I do
Everyday, a heartbreak happen.
Every time, we always hear this and that about love
Reasons is love can make us in mixed emotions.

And, when you are in love, you feel so happy.
So, express it, while you can, when you can.
You will be in mixed emotions when your love isn't right.
Reasons is all teenagers these days are naive about it.
Always try your best no matter what your condition is.
Find it, cherish it, remember it.


Friday, July 29, 2011

. . . .

I miss blogging. . . its hard to find time and also subject to talk about :( . . . 


I also miss Mr.Gay. Eventhough we're like bros n sis. He never really did be seriously inlove after breaking up with me. 
Like just now, he broke with someone who's older than him. The girl wants to plan revenge but I advice her not to since it would end up breaking both of them. She won't believe me. 


Sorry to say but I don't understand girls these days. They want to be popular with boys so that they will be the queen b*t-. sorry, wrong word. 
QUEEN BEE
. But i care less since for me, falling for someone's look's are stupid. They don't look in the heart. Thats why for me boys ARE sometimes dumb and so is my friend. Its hard to explain it to her since I don't have the heart to tell her. What i want to tell can make her cry. 


Me and my bff mesej notes in class talking about people to next to us and both of us cried reading it again. 
I can't believe I havee the intention of SLAPPING THEM BOTH. 
My bff said its alright because they're supposed to be slap to wake those 2 girls to dream on being beautiful. She can't stand the fact that our bffaa are leaving us for a bunch of new friends. As if they are so pretty. 
FUCK THEIR NOT EVEN BEAUTIFUL.
I know it because when i ask if she knows THIS GUY.
She quickly said this guy belongs to her and knows more things about this guy. 
WELL SORRY BUT I CHAT AND CALL WITH HIM LONG ENOUGH AND WE BOTH CHERISH EACH OTHER.
Hm.. i guess thats all for now. Annyeong~!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Yay!! I'm Asian!!

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
 
[] You use the term "Azn" 
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea x''s
so far: 8


[x] You style your hair
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/Friendster/facebook/hi5
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report (yeah I'm a geek)
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting (did 3 of them xp wahh it killed me)
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge (but kept closing my eyes because seriously its really scarier then the english version O.O')

x''s so far: 16


[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted 
[x] You can solve a rubiks cube
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

x's so far: 23


[x] Every time you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house (wear housa slippers does that count?)
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't 

x's so far: 27


[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[ ] You like Soccer 

X's so far: 29
[x] You have a curfew
[x] You know what ulzzang/tb means xD
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[x]Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[x] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies (sometimes)

 
x's so far: 34


[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?" 'got rice, B****, got rice, get soup, got food, got soup, got spice"..
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before (bunchhhhhhhh of times, my favorites! yummm :3)
[x] when you ask for your mums permission she goes "ask your dad" ( always!)

 
x's so far: 36

36 x 2
= 72%

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I MISS CHOCOLATE!!

Its been a while since i last eaten a single chocolate!! and i know whom to blame!!
My youngest brother.... BUDAK MANJA!! eats all my sweets especially my gummy bears!! My sister said during Science Camp he eats it.I was like...
NYESAL I DIDN'T BRING IT WITH ME TO SCIENCE CAMP!!
Now i need to wait until Next week to get my money!!
MUAHHAHAHAHA!!
one more thing... everybody knows that certain teenagers has certain diaries right? wel now i have one and its called
"Dear Key"
based on the story... DEAR YAYAH. 
thats all for now..
Annyeong!!

Saturday, April 30, 2011

I miss him... :(

Ever since he broke up with me...
 I rarely talk to him but look him from afar...
he only wants me to be his sister...
Because he already has a girlfriend in Sibu....
Which makes me think...

  •  is he just using me for his own fun?
  • am i a plastic doll that can be played around often?
  • what did the kiss i gave you meant to you?
  • is your i love you sincere to me as your eyes are full of innocence?
  • Why did you ever agree on being my boyfriend?
  • Why did you wipe my tears when i cry?
I dunno wether i should be happy or not because all i can do is faking my smile..

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Everything you need to know bout me

***blue is answer. pink is question
1. Do you like your name? Sometimes.. 
2. What age would you like to be right now? 13 
3. Do have pets? Yes but they all died.. 
4. How many friends do you have? My guessing is about 20+ people that i trust.
5. What's your favorite color? Black, red, blue, purple,and silver 
6. Do you like to go shopping? HECK YEAH!! 
7. Are you into sports? yUP ^_^. Golf and Bowling
8. What's your favorite hobby? Singing, dancing, taking pictures, texting, shopping
9. Do you love to read? Everyday 
10. What do you do when you're mad? Punching my pillow. Eat lots of chocolate an being extra rude
11. What word do you catch yourself saying a lot? Aigoo. Aegyo. Key.
12. McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds 
13. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
14. Summer or Winter? Malaysia don't have winter but i ever got to  Snow World and play the snow there. so Winter. 
15. Are you nice to everyone? Mostly. But with the person i hate, i would put my hand into a fist. Clenching it really tight so that i wouldn't spit on them.
16. Do you like swimming? Yes! 
17. Do you do your hair often? Yes 
18. What city would you like to visit? Seoul, New York City. Hollywood. 
19. What kind of ice cream do you like most? Cookies 'n' Cream. Chocolate Mint. 
20. Hot Cheetos or Doritos? What are those? 
21. Do you like school? I only go there to see my crush and to study. I HATE SCHOOL!! 
22. Are you in a school? TT_TT yes.. 
23. Do you play video games? Used to, not anymore 
24. What do you do for fun? Anything with my friends 
25. Do you talk a lot on the phone? Kinda 
26. Are you more shy or talkative? When i'm with my friends i'm talkative but with my crush.. i'm veerrry shy. 27. Do you like going outdoors? Yes! 
28. Do you like rainy days? Yes 
29. Do you have a favorite restaurant? Secret Recipe, Sushi King, Pizza Hut
30. Are you awesome? I dunno how i can answer that..

Sunday, April 17, 2011

fuhh....

aigoo!!
cant believe budak pandai main gitar(Alim) keeps my letters!! kya!! aigoo.. i'm starting to feel like a girl-ish girl.. bleh....
he ask me wether if its alright to meet him..
i wrote back by saying..
erm.. try find me!! i mean.. you talk to me almost everyday and if you can find me.. erm... i dunno what i would do to you ;)
....
why the fuck am i so effing DUMB!!! aish!!
oh well :)
but then one of my friends said that he gets letter from other girls too!! 
shit those gurlz.. 
i almost puke when one of them put a poem!! 
but I forgot how in rhymes.. 
just the end is
"Sudah baca diharap balas"
the girl must be really desperate :P
i'm done for now.. 
ANNYEONG!!