Saturday, November 26, 2011

Most craziest and longest function I've ever been.

This will be a short post since its past midnight. :)
Just now, I had to represent my family since they're all tired after the long ride from Miri-Sibu-Kuching. And I somehow regret for not bringing my camera. . 
Nah~ I did bring my camera to Kuching but my mom won't let me bring it -_-

As I was saying, I didn't get to bath since my aunt just barge into the room and said to me "Syuha, guna baju kurung nun" and i was like WHAT? Then I have to iron my baju kurung (didn't get to iron the kain since my uncle will come in 10 mins). Manage to put powder and lip balm (my lips is too dry to put on lipgloss)
I did learn how to talk like a Kuching person since I'm the only teen, my aunt was talking to each other so I just listen to them. Which is kinda weird when they suddenly ask if I have a boyfriend and I can't lie to them, I just say yes and they go straight ahead talking about what adult always talk about. (Adult always talk about what?)
Back to the story, when we arrive there, the first thing I hear was the sound of the piano. I think that was the only calm thing that I've listen today.The moment I get into the ball room, it was so damn loud! Its getting more and more louder when you go to the front and. . unfortunately, our table is No. 5 and its the nearest to the PA system. 

If you were in my position, your eardrums will bleed! (not really :))

But the bride and groom are handsome and pretty! What a cute couple! XD
And then, the food came. One dish and I'm full. Then, my nephew ask weather I want some soup. I said yes. I don't even know that soup is has prawn in it. And my allergy comes back to haunt me. It didn't target my throat but my lips. My full lips was so thick just now! :(
I didn't even have the appetite to eat chicken -.-

Then, there's a singer who has a great voice and ask people to dance! Suddenly, two old geezers started to dance like there's no tomorrow. . 

One of the old geezer, was trying to steal the groom away from the bride! Yes! he steals the groom! Not the bride. . weird right?
Then, we just kept eating on n on n on. Until the bride goes to our table and thank us for coming. She is very beautiful and looks intelligent at the same time. Wish I have those features. 
My incident in the restroom. The women were so damn loud! Don't you know people need to do their business?  When I came out from 1 of the cubicle, The women were hogging for the mirror. Some were applying lipstick, blushes, mascara. Seriously! Ever heard of natural beauty!?

Finally, the function is over XD. And the woman keep giving each other kisses. I have to ran out of the room because its icky XP. Thank goodness for ballet shoes :)
thats all i guess. .and we've arrive home almost 12 midnight XD. 


Friday, November 18, 2011


Tajuk hari ini adalah skype.
Tahu tak apa tu skype? Skype tu adalah tempat kita boleh bercakap via video. Mcm vidchat tapi kali ini guna laptop dan wifi. .paham tak? tak paham? tak tau lagi mcm mane nak explain.. 

Masalah saya dan skype sekarang adalah boyfriend saya tuu! Dia dulu tak dpt tapi skrang dapat. Aku dulu dapat pi skrang tak pat lagi sbb takde masa. . =.=. .

Tapi dah nak buat macam mana lagi nie? Tengokla kalau dpt skype-ing dkt Kuching nanti. Susah nak cari masa sebab saya busy :)
Doakanlah dapat sebab aku rindukan dia. . 

Monday, November 14, 2011

Blog ini sudah bagaikan Diari Ku :)

Jangan terkejut kalau ini kali pertama ku membuat sebuah 'post' dalam bahasa melayu :). Tak tahu kenape tetapi ku ingin menggunakan bahasa negaraku sendiri. CHEWAH! Anak Malaysia xD

Jadi inilah entry blog ku yang akan ku bagaikan diari. 

Dear Diary, banyak sudah perkara yg telah berlaku. Dan aku telah berasa bahagia. Alim, bekas kekasih dan kawanku telah tercerai drpd ku sebab dia hanya di suruh untuk membuat ku mencintainya. Tetapi, Allah tidak menjodohkan kami berdua jadi buat 4 atau 5 bulan aku menunggu Alim tetapi dia tidak menerima ku tetapi hati ku telah berubah apabila buat kali kedua aku berjumpa dengan bekas rakan sekelas kakakku iaitu Emeer Asyraaf. 

Mesti kamu org yg tengah membaca blog aku ini yg tidak memuaskan terkejut apabila ku kata yg aku telah menjumpai nya buat kali kedua. Ya, sebab kali pertama aku menjumpa nya adalah setahun yg lalu, di restoran Madli. Aku rasa sewatu itu aku sedang bermain dengan telefonku dan dia jerit nama kakakku. Aku terpaksa lihat mukanya sebab dia memanggil kakakku dgn nama Aqasyah, nama belakang ku juga. Pada waktu itu, aku memang terpegun sebab rupa nya macam budak2 xD. Sangat comel!. Aku tidak menyukai nya masa itu sebab aku ada UPSR so tidak boleh bercinta2. 

Tahun ini aku telah berjumpa dgnnya sewaktu sukan tahunan. Memang aku yg berkenalan dgnnya dulu! Hey! jgn nak cakap aku ni kanji, sebab waktu itu aku memang nak jadi kawan dia! :)
So kami memang chat lama tapi takla lama sngt. Buat kali kedua kami chat dan terpaksa la aku meluahkan perasaanku. Kejap je kan aku cair? Dari situla kami rapat ckit je. 

Kalau awak ada add fb saya, dulu mesti ada status relationship saya in a relationship with EA. Tapi sekarang dah tukar sebab kehendak maknya. Walaupun saya sedih tetapi saya tetap bersyukur sebab dia tetap menyayangi saya. 

Back to Alim, saya berasa lega apabila saya mengaku yg saya menyayangi EA. Dia tidak percaya sampai nak berpegang tangan dan kata saya patut bersama dgn dia dan bukan EA. Waktu itu saya memang geram sangat sampai menamparnya. Selepas itu aku melarikan diri dan berasa amat lega. :D

Cuti sekolah sudah datang so apa yg aku patut buat? Bagi suggestion boys  and girl :)


Friday, November 4, 2011

I'm not a nerd.

This days, my friend loves to call me nerdy Syuha when i use my specs. I was like wtf?! girl, do u know today's style? 
trendy rite? i know u guys wud say y am i typing in english but not spelled correctly becus I am so lazyyy. 

Now back to d topic. 

I don't luk lyke a nerd n I aint a nerd cause why do i play bowing when I'm a nerd. 

A nerd is sum1 hu dun even noe how to play a single sports people! Not becus they dont a style. 

So hu ever call sum1 a nerd becus of the luks must means that they're JEALOUS.

sorry if u're mad but its d truth. 

and sum of my so-called frens start to avoid me when i wear specs

whaddaya wan me 2 do? wear contact lenses?! 

sorry but i love my eyes. 

n u r not d boss of me! my parents is ><

terasa apa yg saye kate? bgs becus nex taim kate lagi. 

saya akan tanya

nak penampar atau penumbuk @ tendangan? 

dats all! bubbye~

Sunday, October 23, 2011


Why of all time? Why must he does his homework now? I studied my eyes out before I online and there he goes, offline because of homework. I can't blame him and his homework. I also can't blame myself for not online earlier. I just don't know what to do. 

I'm sad. I'm depressed and most importantly, I miss him :(

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Me me me me ME! (i just love my self)

That is an Amulet
 My first Angry Bird

 DSLR ku yg bapa belikan sebagai hadiah birthday ^_^

 Baju raya favourite. . Pink, white n purple :)

 Di lobby rumah nenek at Kuching ^^

 Kck x? At my house, in the main living room. (Big specs for big eyes ^^)

 Baruk bangun tidoe. . .

 My friend said I luk like a kid in here xD

 I'm ugly here but hey, its truly me :)

 Me with my angry bird.

 This was my mom's old shirt that she gave me n I love it. 

After Majlis Pengiktirafan & Perkhdmatan pelajar. Yeah. . sexy =,=

That is all the favourite photos of me in my laptop 

Friday, October 21, 2011

I don't quit singing, dancing and acting.

Yeah. I don't quit those stuffs because its what I always do. Yet my sister said that i sing horribly, my friends always make fun of me when I'm dancing, and I act like I'm happy but I'm not. 

I only do those stuffs when I'm alone. Never in front of people because they will critic n bad talk about me behind my back but sooorry. Bad Talk me about what I do only means that I'm better n you're just jealous. Feeling Angry? Wanna punch me? go ahead because I'll do the same, yet it'll be 10x more pain :)

I know you guys have a better voice than I am so why must you critic me? You're not the judges from American Idol =.=. If you guys do have a better voice? Why did I become the champion of singing last year? 

Dancing. I used to do it at school but since you guys say and sometimes say "Syuha kedak org bodo hahaha". Seriously? Thats all you've got? You think you're better huh? You guys enter dancing class while I learn all the step with my own eyes b*tches :). So I'm more better. 

Acting. You guys see me smiling all the time yet only ONE know its a fake. One thing you guys should know that If i didn't enter SMK Lutong, I'll enter SMK Seni in Kuching. So who are you to tell me that I can't act when I was suppose to go there? If you're wondering who's the ONE person that know weather I smile for real is NORMA FITRY. 

I don't know why you guys must say I'm bad in those things when my former art teacher says I'm good. And she says "If other people say you're not good means that they're jealous, n you need to put more effort :)' 
And I remember that Always <3

Thats all for today. Bubbye~!


I'm done modifying my blog. Thanks to Kak Lyssa. My aunt told me about this so I start doing it right away. Sorry if u guys are mad bout it but I'm DONE. So. . Whaddaya think? Please post a comment. 
Its kinda difficult because its a new thing from me n I manage to only change small things :). 

You're mad? No? Gud :)

ok.. . i dunno what 2 say next. . . so bubbye~! 
Amulet Love

Thursday, October 6, 2011


(Holding Camera, Purple Cap n red watch. Yea. . . thats him;))

  He is Emeer Asyraf of whom I love to call monkey. His birthday is just 2 years and 2 months early than mine xP. But I careless about it :). You heard it. I love him. Yeah, its true. Gotta prob with it? No? Gud :). He's facing PMR this year so. . . Of course I support him, his friends, my cousins and of course my sister.

  He has the type of personality of every normal guy has but he is more special because of his attitude. He act like he doesn't care but to me, he does. He's a sweet,cute and a funny guy that many girls in school are head over heels for him. But I'm the one xD. He is also the one for me :P. He loves to make me blush and I still am whenever my friends talk about him. To him, I'm only cute but never beautiful and for me its sweet xD. And to me, He's cute but sometimes handsome. He says I'm sweet when I reply "Gud SweetHeart. Sayang3!". Obviously, I blush. His parents already know our relationship and alhamdullilah his parents is ok with it. I wonder if I should tell mine. . . <3

 I'm still thinking of what type of a present a guy like him loves. So please help me on this one ;D. Who thinks he/she know who Emeer is. . . Don't tell him about my blog! He doesn't know this xD. 

Guess this is it. Thats all in my mind so. . bubbye peeps~! <3 u guys ;D

Monday, August 29, 2011


Ever heard of the word love?
Maybe you don't believe it but I do
Everyday, a heartbreak happen.
Every time, we always hear this and that about love
Reasons is love can make us in mixed emotions.

And, when you are in love, you feel so happy.
So, express it, while you can, when you can.
You will be in mixed emotions when your love isn't right.
Reasons is all teenagers these days are naive about it.
Always try your best no matter what your condition is.
Find it, cherish it, remember it.

Friday, July 29, 2011

. . . .

I miss blogging. . . its hard to find time and also subject to talk about :( . . . 

I also miss Mr.Gay. Eventhough we're like bros n sis. He never really did be seriously inlove after breaking up with me. 
Like just now, he broke with someone who's older than him. The girl wants to plan revenge but I advice her not to since it would end up breaking both of them. She won't believe me. 

Sorry to say but I don't understand girls these days. They want to be popular with boys so that they will be the queen b*t-. sorry, wrong word. 
. But i care less since for me, falling for someone's look's are stupid. They don't look in the heart. Thats why for me boys ARE sometimes dumb and so is my friend. Its hard to explain it to her since I don't have the heart to tell her. What i want to tell can make her cry. 

Me and my bff mesej notes in class talking about people to next to us and both of us cried reading it again. 
I can't believe I havee the intention of SLAPPING THEM BOTH. 
My bff said its alright because they're supposed to be slap to wake those 2 girls to dream on being beautiful. She can't stand the fact that our bffaa are leaving us for a bunch of new friends. As if they are so pretty. 
I know it because when i ask if she knows THIS GUY.
She quickly said this guy belongs to her and knows more things about this guy. 
Hm.. i guess thats all for now. Annyeong~!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Yay!! I'm Asian!!

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[] You use the term "Azn" 
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea x''s
so far: 8

[x] You style your hair
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/Friendster/facebook/hi5
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report (yeah I'm a geek)
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting (did 3 of them xp wahh it killed me)
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge (but kept closing my eyes because seriously its really scarier then the english version O.O')

x''s so far: 16

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted 
[x] You can solve a rubiks cube
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

x's so far: 23

[x] Every time you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house (wear housa slippers does that count?)
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't 

x's so far: 27

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[ ] You like Soccer 

X's so far: 29
[x] You have a curfew
[x] You know what ulzzang/tb means xD
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[x]Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[x] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies (sometimes)

x's so far: 34

[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?" 'got rice, B****, got rice, get soup, got food, got soup, got spice"..
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before (bunchhhhhhhh of times, my favorites! yummm :3)
[x] when you ask for your mums permission she goes "ask your dad" ( always!)

x's so far: 36

36 x 2
= 72%

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011


Its been a while since i last eaten a single chocolate!! and i know whom to blame!!
My youngest brother.... BUDAK MANJA!! eats all my sweets especially my gummy bears!! My sister said during Science Camp he eats it.I was like...
Now i need to wait until Next week to get my money!!
one more thing... everybody knows that certain teenagers has certain diaries right? wel now i have one and its called
"Dear Key"
based on the story... DEAR YAYAH. 
thats all for now..

Saturday, April 30, 2011

I miss him... :(

Ever since he broke up with me...
 I rarely talk to him but look him from afar...
he only wants me to be his sister...
Because he already has a girlfriend in Sibu....
Which makes me think...

  •  is he just using me for his own fun?
  • am i a plastic doll that can be played around often?
  • what did the kiss i gave you meant to you?
  • is your i love you sincere to me as your eyes are full of innocence?
  • Why did you ever agree on being my boyfriend?
  • Why did you wipe my tears when i cry?
I dunno wether i should be happy or not because all i can do is faking my smile..

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Everything you need to know bout me

***blue is answer. pink is question
1. Do you like your name? Sometimes.. 
2. What age would you like to be right now? 13 
3. Do have pets? Yes but they all died.. 
4. How many friends do you have? My guessing is about 20+ people that i trust.
5. What's your favorite color? Black, red, blue, purple,and silver 
6. Do you like to go shopping? HECK YEAH!! 
7. Are you into sports? yUP ^_^. Golf and Bowling
8. What's your favorite hobby? Singing, dancing, taking pictures, texting, shopping
9. Do you love to read? Everyday 
10. What do you do when you're mad? Punching my pillow. Eat lots of chocolate an being extra rude
11. What word do you catch yourself saying a lot? Aigoo. Aegyo. Key.
12. McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds 
13. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
14. Summer or Winter? Malaysia don't have winter but i ever got to  Snow World and play the snow there. so Winter. 
15. Are you nice to everyone? Mostly. But with the person i hate, i would put my hand into a fist. Clenching it really tight so that i wouldn't spit on them.
16. Do you like swimming? Yes! 
17. Do you do your hair often? Yes 
18. What city would you like to visit? Seoul, New York City. Hollywood. 
19. What kind of ice cream do you like most? Cookies 'n' Cream. Chocolate Mint. 
20. Hot Cheetos or Doritos? What are those? 
21. Do you like school? I only go there to see my crush and to study. I HATE SCHOOL!! 
22. Are you in a school? TT_TT yes.. 
23. Do you play video games? Used to, not anymore 
24. What do you do for fun? Anything with my friends 
25. Do you talk a lot on the phone? Kinda 
26. Are you more shy or talkative? When i'm with my friends i'm talkative but with my crush.. i'm veerrry shy. 27. Do you like going outdoors? Yes! 
28. Do you like rainy days? Yes 
29. Do you have a favorite restaurant? Secret Recipe, Sushi King, Pizza Hut
30. Are you awesome? I dunno how i can answer that..

Sunday, April 17, 2011


cant believe budak pandai main gitar(Alim) keeps my letters!! kya!! aigoo.. i'm starting to feel like a girl-ish girl.. bleh....
he ask me wether if its alright to meet him..
i wrote back by saying..
erm.. try find me!! i mean.. you talk to me almost everyday and if you can find me.. erm... i dunno what i would do to you ;)
why the fuck am i so effing DUMB!!! aish!!
oh well :)
but then one of my friends said that he gets letter from other girls too!! 
shit those gurlz.. 
i almost puke when one of them put a poem!! 
but I forgot how in rhymes.. 
just the end is
"Sudah baca diharap balas"
the girl must be really desperate :P
i'm done for now.. 

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Buzy Buzy Busy!!

So many things to do this week!! i wish i have some kind of machine that can duplicate people!! 
is there?
I got Speech competition with Flora this Monday
I have hocky , english and bm competition this tuseday!! i guess i could skip hocky because i have to enter the english competition!! hocky.. i let someone2 ganti me. 
I have to go and buy BSMM uniform tomorrow. 
If our class wins in hocky game, i'll just enter during 2nd round.
thats all i guess since i'm very sleepy.. 

Bye Bye!! Goodnight!!

Monday, February 14, 2011

Why i love SHINee's Key!!

I'm gonna tell you why i love him!!

  • He acts like a diva but he just know how to dance girl group dances.
  • He also nag at people but everybody in SHINee calls him "Naggy umma"
  • He can copy people's move just by looking at them. he is called "obser-key!"
  • He can imitate the way people dance!! My Key dancing to many girl group songs!!:)
  • He can copy Seunghyun and  Cheondung rap!! 
Key rap for FT Islands i hope Seunghyun's part (BaRae)
Key rap MBLAQ's Thunder part

I just love him so much!! ah~~
That is all!!